yeah

lately, it's been very emotionally draining.seriously.
this is so exhausting
IDK what to do anymore

journey

Dear Heavenly Father,
Thank you for mending the emotional struggle that I had last night. Pheeww.

Tonight ends my midyear prayer and fasting. Very short yet I learned a lot from the 4-day journey.I am now experiencing caffeine withdrawal symptoms such as headache, migraine,etc.

Nonetheless, I learned to pray for God's presence and merely focusing on my wants and needs.

pray

Dear God,

It's been two years since I GRABBED time. I have my fair share of regrets, but the lessons that went on hand were somewhat worth it. My heavenly Father, there are times when I don't understand my emotions. I don't understand my actions and responses. Lately, I don't even understand why I am so sensitive with my boyfriend. Lord, I WANT or perhaps NEED quality time, but we are miles apart. I know that I am usually the one at fault for being demanding. Or maybe I am just too selfish. Or I am afraid that what I have in my heart is not actually love. 

At times I feel choked. Lord, would you please check my heart and teach it, and may I humbly learn from it. It's been quite damaging on my part. But Lord, let this issue NOT make me far from you. Please heal this weak, fragile and broken heart. Please let it beat it for you.

Lord, I ask for your presence that you would stay and go with me wherever I go.